December 2024

Two months after I turned 25

Twenty-five. Ahh. The twenty something of age where you are supposed to have fun, explore the world, have a family, have a pet or just plainly be carefree and live in the mountains. Twenty-five years of age is basically one of your prime years and I do most of the time feel as if I am missing everything. I should have my master’s degree by this age, a decent job that will help me buy my own real estate and fund my daily expenses. But here I am. Doing a cleaning job at the one of the biggest supermarkets in Australia. As well as Uber eats delivery. Whenever I do go to bed at night, I often ask myself these questions, “Are you happy? Are you happy with your life? Are you happy with your girlfriend? Are you happy at where you are living right now? Are you happy with just this amount of money that you have?” I sometimes asked my girlfriend if she wanted more or asked her some random questions that are so simple to answer. Sometimes, I regret initiating the conversation because at the end, she would just turn her back on me, end the conversation by not responding to me and tell me to sleep as if she is a father or a mother to a child. I know, maybe, I am in the wrong because you are supposed to sleep at night and not overthink life.

Memorable photos I took in December 2024